Nyok nyok, nyik nyik, nyom nyom.

I kinda got mad today when I read something. But why should I right? I mean. I totally have no say over it, it shouldn't be my problem and why should I get mad? Plus, the matter was so ages ago, right? Right? Right.


Anyway, how exactly do I sort this out? I shouldn't ask myself Why things happen like this, rather How to get through what happens. Someone told me I should look at things from all angles to get a better view and to see each perspective with an open mind.

I think the problem lies with the fact that I'm not satisfied with what I saw. I'm seeing A, but my mind wants it to be B. It's so true what they say about things not working out your way. I don't want to make the wrong decision, but the problem is, I don't know the right one either.

I don't have much time left. Why do I make it so complexed? Yes or No? Should I or not?
Time, time, time... I never get much of that.

Let's talk about something less complexed and confusing.


It seems to be a season of heartbreaks. Leila and I are chatting on MSN about our messy life. When we're literally 2 steps apart from each other. I always knew technology will screw us all one day. Looks like that day came too soon.

Maybe it was a mistake letting people know about this blog. I'm not much of a reveal-er about important things in my life and the fact that I'm feeling depressed of late isn't helping my creative juices flowing. People like reading happy things in general and that includes me. I want to see myself happy and write stuffs that makes me laugh when I read them back. So Lyana, kindly brainwash yourself. You know it's the best method. Quick okay, we don't have all night!

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Okay. You want something happy huh? Yeah I'll give you happy.


Okay fine I'm not happy. I'm having the post flu-syndrome called Sinus. Fine it's not a post-flu syndrome I was just kidding. I'm not having a flu, but neither am I in a state of pink health. I seriously think the word Sinus came from a mix of ANUSly SIck. Like in Malay, you'll say "Pantatnye Penyakit". Same lah.

Oh speaking of word mixes, my friend and I was chatting on MSN the other day and the conversation went something like this:

Me: Let's create a mix of words just like how you and your friends came up with Pekbum.
Don: HAHA! Okay.. *pauses to think*
Me: I know! Motek for tetek monyet!
Don: LOL wth? isn't that a different meaning in Malay?
Me: I know! Haha people are gonna get sooo confused because Motek in Malay slang means something else totally different!
Don: HAHA!

So now you all know what guys actually mean when he tells you to Motek eh.


Kayy fine that's not what he means. But please don't motek people. Take it to a room.


And p/s: I know the information about Aquarians with huge forehead is unnecessary, but I don't know why I felt compelled to write that out. Oh well.

I'm going to be richer tomorrow! YEY.