Cruel Little World.

So. Not only are you a lying twit, you're also a MEGA disappointment.


This cruel little world is teaching me how conditional love can be. ):


I really truly hate this feeling where it's mixed with an adrenaline rush to your heart, making it almost impossible to respire and then feeling restless and angry, making it even more complexed to breathe. So
Sometimes when you lie down feeling empty and cold, and you feel too sad too function? When that happens to me, there will be a brief moment of euphoria where you feel some type of fluid coating your heart and sending shivers down your spine. This sensation reaches all the way to the tip of my toes and strangely, I feel numb...



And this will continue in the next post because I'm too depressed and tired and jaded and stoned. All that feeling must be my body's own morphine. ):