An excuse to hide the real reason why.

I was at my cousin Nadia's place to tutor her yesterday. After the tuition, I sat at the living room waiting for my aunt to finish cooking for us. I talked to Nadia's grandma from her dad's side and she's the cutest most lovable grandma I've had the privilege of coming across, apart from my own late grandma.

She kept asking me the same questions but I didn't mind at all because it felt like I had a real elder to talk to, even though we weren't talking about anything important at all. It was all laughs and she kept giggling and laughing, which got me quite sad because she doesn't remember the conversation due to old age, and it was just... heartwarming. It almost got me to tears sitting there thinking about my own late grandma.

Then earlier, Nadia PM-ed me on Facebook telling me her grandma cried yesterday when she told her I was already on the way home. Why did she cry? Because she was worried about me going home alone.

I feel so loved.

I don't know.. there is just no word to describe this feeling. I know she wouldn't remember she cried, or even meeting me, but that gesture... that kind of worrying thing, just makes you want to cry.